& you're bad news... I don't care, I like you.

I really don't hate Mondays. I don't know why everyone gives Mondays such a bad rep. Imo I think Sundays are MUCH worse. I can never sleep because I'm too busy worrying about whether I finished my homework or if I did anything stupid while I was drunk that one of my peers saw. Plus it was even harder to sleep last night since I was starting my new job. Well not my new job .. since I used to work there.. but my reincarnated job? Whatever it still sucks. It was my FIRST day and I made a kid cry already. Plus I'm not very authoritive so the kids don't really listen to me... Urgh.

I never get to tell people the things that go through my head in the day so I like having this thing without anyone knowing.

Today I was in the library and there was a really cute girl sitting across from me. Her boots were atrocious (sp?) though. We made eye contact once and only once, which made me realize either she's straight... or just not in to me. Probably straight, all cockiness aside. She just seemed really straight. That doesn't stop me from thinking about her haha. I thought I would look bad ass if I went up to her and said something like "Hey, i hate your boots but everything else about you is perfect.. let's blow this popstand" Okay I wouldn't say the popstand thing... but only because then instead of a normal let down from a straight girl she'd probably tell me I'm a few screws loose too & that's not good on the ego. Ahhh fantasies are great. I hope I see her again tomorrow. She kept making this really cute face when she was stuck on a problem in her book. Aweee.

So today since my mom was home she wanted to do my hair for school because she saw Aurdiena from The Hills....(yea she's pretty hot too) and she had this really cute hair style. It was like pulled to the side with bobby pins and a braid.. well somehow my hair turned out like this by the end of the day....

Sexy, I know.

I have a creative writing assignment due tomorrow. I really don't feel like doing it, or going to school tomorrow... I'm gunna go watch The L Word and procrasinate another hour.